It dawned upon me today that if things had worked out the way I wanted it to back then, I would not be where I am today; I would not have gone to the States.

Those tearful nights, days, years, were not in vain. I lost something dear to me but I gained everything else... I realized what I had in Him, I realized how close He was, I realized how He was there to pick me every time I fall...

Nothing is ever wasted,  nothing.

Those darkest moments, those times where you think you've had enough; He's a purpose for each and every one of them. It's beautiful..

Thank You Lord, thank You...