The Singapore plan I've had in mind for more than a year, changed in a matter of days. Going to KL was something I was against.. But now, that's where I'm heading to. Well, that's fine with me..
Then it comes to Subjects I have to choose for A-Levels in Arts.. I was so against taking up Maths.. I dropped Add Maths for SPM. And I know Maths in A-Levels is like Add Maths. I have zero knowledge in Add Maths.. Okay, maybe I do know a little.. But the prospect of going into something that I don't really like scares me.. Then I have my close friends who tell me that it doesn't make much of a difference whether you took Add Maths or not.. Because you WILL learn it in A-Levels.. And yeah, I guess they're right.. So yeah, I'll be taking Maths now because its much needed for the scholarship I want to get in the future even though I won't be having a Math related career.
And lastly, A-Levels requires constant effort, no slacking.. I have to study hard. I just have to. If you gave me these options a few weeks ago, I wouldn't even consider it. But right now, things have just changed.. I can't even believe I'm actually doing this.. So please, can anyone tell me, is it really worth it?
What if when I get through it, the thing I fear most becomes a reality?
2 comments:
hmmm...i dunno if i can help 'cos i'm in a dilemma myself but someone once told me this that if that path is God's will for you, no matter how hard d road ahead might seem, and how afraid u might be, there'll be an inner peace.
continue 2 pray bout it my dear dear dear s.i.c!!!
May God's wonderful plans be fulfilled in your life!!
muax muax
thanks.. i'll continue to pray.. face my fears (MATHS) ahha
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