Tuesday, October 20, 2009

and the truth is

I don't know what's going on.

I just found out something; and it really hurts. It's been a long time since I've felt like this; so helpless and broken. So hurt and vulnerable.

It took some time for the tears to stop. And it's 1 week left to trials.

Deep inside, I'm hoping that it isn't true. But I don't want to live in denial. Nothing can be done, no one can be blamed. It's just the way things are.

There's still a slim chance it might not be true. I will know; soon...

When all else fails, You remain. You never change. And that itself, keeps me going.

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